So here we are nearly two years down the track!  I can scarcely even believe that I’ve been on this journey for that length of time!  It feels like two minutes!

But man oh man!  What a ride…  LOL!  There’s been so many ups with just a few downs…  Right now I think I’m on an upward incline… not quite at the top but certainly better than my last post when I was on “Struggle Street”…  (As an aside I need to say a very big “thank you” to all of you… You, my very own Cheer Team!  You lifted me and stood me back up on my two legs again!  ❤  You ALL rock!)

Interesting though how my “not always positive” “mind chatter” sways my thinking…  I look in the mirror and of course can see significant change…  Yep…  I have collar bones that were never there before and I think my arms might look a little skinnier… Oh and I have a skinny neck…  But that’s about where I finish my skinny stuff…  I still feel (and think!!!) like a fat chick…  I don’t see myself as slimmer even though the numbers on both the scales and the tape measure tell me that I am in fact significantly smaller…

It is only when someone else says something that I get a twinge of belief and I want to say “oh really???”…  Not in a sarcastic, smarmy way but genuinely and truly hopeful…  “Is that really what you see?”  I have had two occurrences recently where this has happened… and they both took me by complete surprise cos I just don’t see it!  LOL!  And I’d be lying if I didn’t admit that my spirits were lifted high!!!  (Kylee and Lynda… Thank you… xx)

How strange it is when that frumpy fat girl and the “skinny minnie” are one and the same and it’s only the perceptions that differ…

So I shared my story…

So last night I spoke at the Patient Information Evening…  There were about 50 people (potential patients plus their support persons) present and I was really very nervous although I don’t think that many people would’ve known that…  I summoned up all my performance skills learned way back in my “theatre days” and put them back into use! #deepbreathandimaginethemintheirundies

If you ask me what I said then I’m afraid I can’t tell you…  I have absolutely no recollection of what I said!  Though I do remember retelling a quick story of a time in the early days after surgery when I had eaten too quickly…  And in hindsight perhaps me spewing in the gardens at Harbourtown shopping Centre wasn’t the best story to tell!  LOL!  It did get a bit of laugh when I explained the whole scenario and how Drew, our youngest son who was 19 at the time had said to me “Just spew in the garden Mum, that’s what I do!”  Good grief!

Whatever I said, I think for the most part it was well received!

Jump forward to today and I feel strangely emotional…  Quite teary in fact.  Hmmm…  Could this just be as a result of being in a “highly charged emotional state” last night fuelled by my nerves and subsequent adrenalin rush?  Probably!  #soundlikeIknowhwatimtalkingabout

I think I actually enjoyed sharing my story last night and, yes, I hope to be asked again although maybe I won’t share my spew story!

This surgery, the subsequent journey, and even the pathway to get there in the first place, has been life changing for me and I am so keen to be honest, open and up front to ANYONE who thinks that maybe it could do the same for them…

Soooo… if you have any questions, come at me… ♥♥♥



Well Hi there!  I’m back!  Not that I’ve really been anywhere…  I’ve just been kind of busy!

And I have had mixed feelings about my tardiness with my blog…  How slack to start something and then just not devote time into it!  But this week two things have happened that have prompted me to begin again…

This week just past I attended a revisit consult with my dietician…  Now I haven’t mentioned this amazing woman very much before and again I am not going to say too much about her, purely because I think that I want to devote a complete blog post to her in the not too distant future…  So for now I’m just going to tell you that I had an appointment with her that I was feeling a little anxious about…

And why the anxiety you may wonder?  I wasn’t too worried about what the scales were going to say…  I reckoned the numbers were going to be about the same, perhaps a little lower but not much…  What I was concerned about was that I had been very slack in my record keeping…  I had several half started, not fully complete, really quite inadequate food diaries to show for nearly four months’ worth of eating…  I should have had something like 16 pages; I had five!  Eeek!

Now my dietician isn’t the type of chick to rebuke me, nor would she have given me a scolding.  However I did expect something along those lines…  (That little negative voice in my head is quick to jump in still!)  What I got took my by complete surprise!  It seems I have achieved a level of “sophistication” where my choices and preparedness in relation to diet are becoming second nature…  Ha!!!  Whoever would’ve thought that I would be described as being sophisticated!!!  Not me that’s for sure!  #wheresmyfeatherboaandelbowlengthgloves

That was one thing that prompted me to begin blogging again…  The next thing is yet to happen but I am already soooo excited!

On Monday evening (it’s now Saturday afternoon) I have been invited to share my story at an information evening for folks who may be considering weight loss surgery as an option for themselves…  Just quietly, I really think I have been ready to do this since about four months post op!

I feel so very privileged to be in such a position and hope that my story encourages, inspires and excites!!!  I have overwhelmingly felt the love and encouragement of soooo many, as a couple of my “before and after” photos have appeared as advertising for the event…  Thank you one and all for your support and most beautiful words… xxx

As Monday night approaches let’s just hope that my nerves are kept in check and that my words reach through to the ears and hearts that need to hear them, so that those people too can experience this newly found health and happiness…

Stay tuned… I’ll let you know how I go!